平日里虽然癸丑在唐砂身边，奈何这人不说话。
至于小花他们，有些事和他们说了他们也不是很懂。
楚君唯的到来倒是让府上的气氛好了不少。
下午的时候，唐砂又让人送了一批药过去。除了药还有一些其他物资。
比如衣裳，还一些类似藜藿、虎头、雄黄、鬼臼、天雄、皂荚、芜荑的草药，燃烧可以起到防止一般瘟疫。
古代的军营在卫生方面一直是一个大问题，感染者更是数不胜数。
一旦那些战场的尸体没有处理好，极有可能爆发瘟疫。这一点唐砂忽视不得。
唐砂在这些年赚的所有的银子都用在这上面，好在又程立雪的资助。
朝廷那边最近也拨了款下来，不知道什么时候能到，手头紧。
她还需要打造一点别的东西呢。
夜。
楚君唯最后还是赖到了唐砂的床上，死活赶不走。
有时候人的脸皮死了就是这样。
唐砂又不好意思对楚君唯说啥狠话，最后只得罢休。
“唯唯，过段时间我打算出趟远门。”唐砂忽然道。
楚君唯没想到自己一来唐砂就要离开：“你要去哪？”
“找莲心。”黑暗中，唐砂躺在床上睁着眼。
“莲心？找她作甚”楚君唯曾经听唐砂提起过这个名字，是以前在战王府时候认识的。
“有点事。”具体的事情唐砂是不可能和楚君唯讲清楚的。
虽然自己不介意她是一个狄越人，可是她身份摆在那里，有些事情她不知道不仅仅是对自己有个保障，对她也是好的。两人之间不会有什么利益的纠葛。
“能不能带我一起去呀。”楚君唯声音委屈撒娇道。
“要是我们两一起出去，怕是连我也要被安上一个卖国通敌的罪名。”唐砂玩笑道，她倒是真的不在意什么罪名。
“那我就带你逃到天涯海角。”楚君唯说着挨近了唐砂一些。
以前有一段时间，楚君唯是处处避着唐砂，也不爱和唐砂说话。
最主要的原因就是刘奇要对付卿家，自己又在为刘奇做事，怕唐砂在中间左右为难。
可是照现在的情况来看，唐砂怕是早就知道了。可她对自己的态度依然像以前一样。
楚君唯觉得，这样的感情多好呀。从来没有一个人这么不计较。
当你真正把一个人当做自己朋友的时候，就会给予对方做大的包容。
虽然遗憾唐砂对自己没那方面想法，可是即使就是现在这种感情她也是觉得是世界上什么都换不走的东西了。
再也没有第二个人，再也没有第二个人。
可是……
“公子，好不好？”
唐砂在沉默了好一会儿之后，终于开口道：“唯唯，有些事情，虽然自己也不想。但是必须要去做。每个人都要找到自己生而为人的意义。唯唯，你有问过自己活着到底是为了什么吗？”
“活着……是为了什么。”楚君唯重复了一遍这句话。然后不再说话，像是在认真思考。
没过一会儿，唐砂就听到楚君唯传来了平稳的呼吸声。
侧身为楚君唯拉了拉被子，自己也裹起自己的小被子进入了梦乡。
其实楚君唯并没有睡着。唐砂的那句话，让她陷入了深深的思考。
问自己活着的意义到底在哪里？
这么多年，自己一直为楚家办事，就是因为自己身体里流着的事楚家的血。
即使是楚家对她并不好，可是母亲留下的仇恨，她的归属感和荣誉感，都促使这她继续下去。
楚君唯深深的记着，她是狄越人，她身体里面，流着的是狄越的血。
但是唐砂呢？只有和唐砂在一起的时候，她才会忘记自己的身份。就好像没有了种族的分歧，只是两个最普通，一样的人。
她让自己寻找自己活着的意义在哪里。其实楚君唯从来都知道自己活着的意义在哪里。
只是，唐砂的出现给这种意义赋予了新的生命。
之后的楚君唯一直都在想，如果这天晚上唐砂答应了她。可能后面的一切都会不一样。
楚君唯轻轻的伸出了手，搭在唐砂的身上。
……
由于叶悬渊这边的情况传到了亦陆严的耳朵里，亦陆严也在开始考虑，要不要派兵支援叶悬渊。
吐蕃那边的人在后方牵制西戎。所以他就算派十万大军支援叶悬渊，自己剩下的也足够抵挡西戎。
这是来自一个老将的自信。
亦风已经回了皇城。过不了多久就要成亲了。亦陆严心里算是放下了一块大石头。
叶悬渊虽然在有时候做事很让自己生气。可是他也知道，叶悬渊到底是一个什么样的将领。
所以这些年虽然嘴巴上弹劾他拐走自己的两个儿子，实际上却没有过多干涉他们的行为。
亦陆严对亦霜其实一直心怀着一种愧疚。因为自己的夫人不喜欢亦霜，所以这些年来，每次过年团聚的时候，亦霜都会很懂事的出现惹得夫人不高兴。
亦霜名义上是自己的儿子，可是夫人从来没有承认过亦霜。
她总说，小风做什么，亦霜就跟着做什么，显然是亦霜想和小风争抢。
自己很对时候不在皇城，所以不明白小霜和小风之间到底发生了什么。
但小霜看小风那种关爱，重视的眼神是骗不了人的。他也曾同夫人提起过这事，可夫人就像是炸了毛的猫一般，直接让他闭嘴。
还说要让亦霜以后离小风远点。
后来在自己不知情的情况下，居然给小风定了一门亲事，也算门当户对。
自己的两个儿子，说到底自己都不是很了解。亦风能长大，其实亦霜比自己照顾他照顾得更多。也比自己更了解风儿。
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